Augh, I'm sick of this place >.<
There's only so much I can take of Vijayawada before I need to go off on vacation to clear my head and breathe again. I REALLY can't imagine having to live here for FIVE freaking years!
I'm gonna run away one of these days...I swear it >.<.
It's not that I don't like it here...I mean, I DO...But it just gets so suffocating after some time :/
And I miss my Sister and my parents. I wish they didn't live so far away, all the way in another country across the ocean.
I know I'm 18 and I'm supposed to be able to cope with living on my own now. But there are times when I hear someone say exactly something my sister would in a certain situation...or smell something my mom cooks...or hear a really Really REEEEALLY lame joke which would remind me of my dad...And it just hits me so hard I wanna sit down, bury my head in my knees and cry.
I miss them that much.
Iff only they lived in the same country atleast. I mean, I wish they'd just hurry up and move to India already so I'd have somewhere to go for the short hols we get. It's hard seeing some of my roomies leaving for home time and time again while I'm left in hostel.
:/ This sucks.
Maya
Song: The Reason-Hoobastank
